i am still alive

hey people who actually read my blog.
I am still alive!!!!
20 days 2 a's.
den i shall go army n play :)
btw those who actually read my blog.
can leave a comment.
or else quite scary.
dun worry i won't kill u.
thanks :)

n good luck for a's :)

update

wad happened in the past 2 mths

hwk hwk hwk hwk
checkup and found dat my knee and ankle kinda screwed
grew fatter
valentine's day nth happened
being tired
sleep
and do hwk

argh...

welcome to 2006

as i step into 2006..
i want to thank these people for helping me to make 2005 a more bearable year
(i shall leave out names of the other gender so as to minimise misunderstanding)


my classmates (samuel , sesha,wenwei, james and many more) for helping me with my work.
some classmates/school mates for lending me notes to copy after i slept during lectures :)
many people who had encouraged me when i was getting depressed
school friends such as (sizun, jia xin,bingshao and my ex-og mate for being my 24 hr online tutors)
my og (x-phyre) for being 1 of e most united ogs arnd

3n for making my first 3 mths enjoyable
3o for e rest of e 9 mths

thanks guys :)
u have make 2005 a not so gloomy year for me

it is 1 hour pass 12 am
in this new year
i will study much harder than 2005 and play less hard
hopefully i can get into a uni..

this will be the 1st post for 2006 :)

live life just for fun

hehe love this song, seems to make me happy whenever i listen to it :)


Allstar lyrics

Somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me
I ain't the sharpest tool in the shed
She was looking kinda dumb with her fingers and her
Thumb And the shape of an "L" on her forehead
Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Back to the rules and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb
So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow
Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on, get paid
(And all that glitters is gold)
Only shooting stars break the mold
It's a cool place and they say it gets colder
You're bundled up now but wait 'til you get older
But the media men beg to differ
Judging by the hole in the satellite picture
The ice we skate is getting pretty thin
The waters getting warm so you might as well swim
My world's on fire how about yours
That's the way I like it and I never get bored
Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on, get paid
(And all that glitters is gold)
Only shooting stars break the mold
Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on, get paid
(And all that glitters is gold)
Only shooting stars...
Somebody once asked, "could you spare some change for gas
I need to get myself away from this place"
I said yep what a concept
I could use a little fuel myself
And we could all use a little change.
Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Back to the rules and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb
So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow
Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on, get paid
(And all that glitters is gold)
Only shooting stars break the mold
(And all that glitters is gold)
Only shooting stars break the mold

update

tons of thing keep happening to me
haix...
can time slow down

tired shall post some other times abt wad happened

being sad

i think the creation of this blog has made me sadder
feeling more depressed now

Listened to radio a lot nowadays...
Somehow or rather many of the stations are playing because of you (quite a nice song until u hear it like 20 plus times a day)

i like "u raise me up" by josh groban 1 more den the westlife version
e westlife take on the song somehow lacks the bass-ness of josh groban

i want e savage garden compilation!!!
someone buy it for me!!!!

here Dragostea Din Tei lyrics

Dragostea din tei

- O-zone

Mai ah hii Mai ah huu Mai ah ha Mai ah haha (x4)

Alo, salut, sunt eu, un haiduc si te rog, iubirea mea, primeste fericirea.

Alo, alo, sunt eu, Picasso ti-am dat beep si sunt voinic

Dar sa stii, nu-ti cer nimic.

Vrei sa pleci dar nu-mã, nu-mã iei

Nu-mã, nu-ma iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei

Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei

Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi.

Vrei sã pleci dar nu-mã, nu-mã iei

Nu-mã, nu-mã iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei

Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei

Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi.

Te sun, sã-ti spun, ce simt, acum

Alo, iubirea mea sunt eu, fericirea.

Alo, alo, sunt iarasi eu, Picasso ti-am dat beep si sunt voinic

Dar sã stii, nu-ti cer nimic.

Vrei sã pleci dar nu-mã, nu-ma iei

Nu-mã, nu-mã iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei

Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei

Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi.

Vrei sã pleci dar nu-mã, nu-ma iei

Nu-mã, nu-mã iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei

Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei

Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi. (x2)

Mai ah hee Mai ah hoo Mai ah ha Mai ah haha (x4)

Vrei sã pleci dar nu-mã, nu-ma iei

Nu-mã, nu-mã iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei

Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei

Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi.

Vrei sã pleci dar nu-mã, nu-ma iei

Nu-mã, nu-mã iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei

Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei

Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi.

fly me to the moon

These few days, months...

I have been feeling extremely sad

just couldn't get over it

I want to be a place where I can be alone

the moon seems to be a nice place.

devoid of life -no love, no hate
a place where i can think
and not get hurt

Some one just take me to the moon

Just listened to the song To The Moon And Back by Savage Garden
although it may be old, i love it!!!

To The Moon And Back

She's taking her time making up the reasons

To justify all the hurt inside

Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes

Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one

They're saying, "Mama never loved her much"

And, "Daddy never keeps in touch

That's why she shies away from human affection"

But somewhere in a private place

She packs her bags for outer space

And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come

And she'll say to him

I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be...

If you'll be my baby

Got a ticket for a world where we belong

So would you be my baby?

She can't remember a time when she felt needed

If love was red then she was color blind

All her friends they've been tried for treason

And crimes that were never defined

She's saying, "Love is like a barren place,

And reaching out for human faith

Is like a journey I just don't have a map for"

So baby's gonna take a dive and

Push the shift to overdrive

Send a signal that she's hanging

All her hopes on the stars

What a pleasant dream

She's sayin

I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be...

If you'll be my baby

Got a ticket for a world where we belong

So would you be my baby?

Mama never loved her much

And, Daddy never keeps in touch

That's why she shies away from human affection

But somewhere in a private place

She packs her bags for outer space

And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come

And she'll say to him

She's sayin

I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be...

If you'll be my baby

Got a ticket for a world where we belong

So would you be my baby?

I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be...

If you'll be my baby

Got a ticket for a world where we belong

So would you be my baby?

breakfree

i decided to breakfree from the joint blog...
hehe seems that my entry pale in comparison to pinky's 1

Things that happened to me in the past month

Jobshadowing at NDC

was a cool experience... met many cool cool dentists..

I WANT TO BE A DENTIST!!!!

Somehow i manage to get a phobia of blood during the short stint there
uhoh...
strange though cos i WAS a blood-a-holic who like to squeeze as much blood as i could from my injuries....


Last Friday, after tuition at arnd 10 pm
was on a bus when i saw a girl
she looks great and looks like my pri-sch classmate (i tink she is)

when i got abt to get off e bus, i turned at saw her staring at me..

there could be only 3 reasons why she was staring at me

1. I am very ugly thus she want to take a better look at this monster
(high possibility)

2.There was smth on my shirt or pants cos i w/o knowing it spilled smth
(zero possibilty-cos there was nth on my shirt or pants when i check)
3. I looked good (hopefully but possibilty is -100)

haix.. how come i so ugly :(
life is unfair :(


I love this quote
"A heart breaking isn`t always as loud as a bomb exploding.. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling.. And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you.."